Grandmother

This is a strange place to tell you about this, but I get nervous with you on the phone (sometimes) so I will tell you here. My 94 yr-old Grandmother, Effie, has been having a hard time lately. It has taken much of my attention and lots of psychic energy to deal with it. Because of that and other "shit happens" factors, I have not been able to be as "aggressive" as I would like to be, in my pursuit of the life I foresee. I apologize for not being in closer contact with you.

As I said in July, well.....nothing's going to change that. Merry Christmas. If we don't see each other by then.

So, my grandma is pretty healthy for a 94yr old USA person..she only has a tad of hypertension--well-controlled on medicine--otherwise is fine, except is very sensitive, and @ times benefits from the judicious use of benzos. Do you have any living grandparents (or step/foster etc)? I assume your mother remains living. Correct me please if I am incorrect, hotipuss..

So, you have gone deep underground--get some heavy rest, yeah, I can relate to that. Good! You Gotta Fuckin Drop Out.....especially when under (literally) the spotlights you had toalist be under....while under the usual microscopes and probes. I am glad I don't have TV--it hurts too much to see you on there. I gave away several of my discs of stuff you were in to friends in other countries--well!

I could not play them here anyway--my only Dutch machine broke and these bloody DVDs are "capitalist-triple-fucked" at least--I mean--these only work in Europe--these other ones only in USA--these other ones only after praying to the Devil and cursing loudly for a while in Hebrew....and doing Kabalah spells backwards while playing soduko, except on thursdays....

You see, my love, I am exquisitely frustrated and I hate it. I need your assistance. And personal participation bodily again.

See you soon!

Love,

Andre